I'm all about making lists : )

I cannot stop smiling. There's an odd release of letting go. The I-am-not-going-to-think-about-it. What will be, will be. In the meantime, It's my time. :D

MAN I LOVE THIS BLOG. IT IS SO FUCKING THERAPEUTIC.

This is my list for the next three months: (Thats Oct, Nov... Fuck it, you're like knowledgeable you know what I mean)

1. Buy a spanking new car. Paint it orange - OFCOURSE :D
2. Learn to drive far and wide
3. Lose 20 pounds
4. Get an awesome haircut

Today is the 20th of Sep 2008.

It is the start of the ten day trial period. I will not call anyone meaninglessly anymore.

Not all year.

P.s: Kanye West is a douchebag

I pledge

Wait you wanted to hear the details did you not ? Like which one of them did motibilli lose her virginity to? or if her hymen is still intact? :-D

LOL

Not today, lovelies, today I pledge to stop moping. This blog was created as a diary to help me get back on track.

Other than to stop moping and focusing on boys

Here I must quote Ms Blair Waldorf:

"Anne Boleyn thought only with her heart and she got her head chopped off. So her daughter Elizabeth made a vow never to marry a man. She married a country. Forget boys. Keep your eye on the prize..."

and besides that laying off-serious-dating-rule as in dancing with a cute boy at a wedding = okay, late night calls = no

okay, billi, focus

presenting THE LIST!

1. NO thinking about what could have been.


2. No copious amounts of caffeine.


3. Drink more water, drink more milk


4. Work out : three times a week at least


5. Go on a shopping spree upon losing 5kgs


6. Study hard


7. Party harder


8. Spend more time with the girls


9. Get involved in some charity work again


10. Do extra curricular work


11. Publish a research paper/ Kick ass in some HUGH project


12. Look hot as all hell in the process

ALL this by the end of the year, Insha-Allah. I will revisit and chronicle the details to my mundane life - wait - brand new attitude: I AM NOT MUNDANE.

: )

The boy and the man

Woke up luxuriously on a sunday and made pancakes - YUMMY with the most devinely perfect cup of coffee and a deelish chocolate crossiant

I feel more focused then I have in a long long time. My decision not to go on meds the psycho doctor prescribed because I don't want to be drug dependant to feel better.

Right, back to the boy and the man.

The boy is the ex. There's nothing more I can say even if I think about him on and off he's history. We dated for almost a year and half, he said he loved me a few more months before he asked me out.

And all along that there was the man. We don't talk all the time but we're never out of touch too long. We met a few years back and clicked. There was the intial attraction but he was hung up on his ex and I was not ready to date anyone...

FUCK, work calls. I am trying to be a good girl and put work ahead of life's little dilemas.
Hence, adieu :)